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tatterdemalion at 02:21am on 12/08/2009 under parents fuck you up you know
tatterdemalion at 02:21am on 12/08/2009 under parents fuck you up you knowi really wish i didn't have three mothers. two is more than plenty.
i wish the second would just... idk, go away and leave me alone.
i've been trying to be more about my feelings and self-awareness lately, and i've noticed that when i think of her, my primary emotion is revulsion. both toward her, and toward the person i am in relation to her. i don't like who i am when i'm around her.
i don't know what to do with this yet. but i know that it is. it's a start, i guess.
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if i get one thing done tomorrow, i want to deposit at least £10 at the bank.
i wish the second would just... idk, go away and leave me alone.
i've been trying to be more about my feelings and self-awareness lately, and i've noticed that when i think of her, my primary emotion is revulsion. both toward her, and toward the person i am in relation to her. i don't like who i am when i'm around her.
i don't know what to do with this yet. but i know that it is. it's a start, i guess.
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if i get one thing done tomorrow, i want to deposit at least £10 at the bank.
sick
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